An Apology

I had breached the agreement we made. I sense that you already do not have a very good impression of me, and worst, this have to happened. I should not have lied and broke the trust you had. I did not expect you to find out about the truth so soon. I see that you are furious when you found out about it, but you took it calmly and did not show any displeasure so I have no right to be displeased with you. I feel very terrible after that and remorseful for my actions. Please accept my sincere apology. To prove my sincerity, I would like to admit something. There is still more to it. Forgive me. Contact me, I seek your further instructions and will accept any punishment from you.

I am sorry.

Troubled

Humans are one of a kind. They are horrible creatures and they are just so hard to understand. Always unable to guess what is going through their mind. Worst of all, they do not speak their mind. Words carry no weight and have no meaning. Nothing could please them. It does not pay to be thoughtful and considerate. It will not be appreciated, they will just take it for granted, abuse it or even mock at it. Only knowing how to hurt one another. Soon, irritation builds up. However, who will care about the feelings of others. They are just insensitive and have little concern with their surroundings. What makes anyone of us different or special.

Never try to change anything. One will only attract criticism and distress upon oneself, at the end of it. Why even bother to change one's shortcomings, just to change others' opinions.

There was never mutual understanding and disappointment now fills the air.

Maybe, it will be wise to be a little selfish, in order to protect one's interest. Even if it means that I have to give a miss to activities which interest me, in order not to stand in the way of others and face such unkind situations and consequences. I will give up my space and presence. Is my social life falling apart? I better return to my cave, where I will be alone, to seek cover and peace.

Return

I am going to blog once again after a 3 months break, and I am back with a new blog template as well.